Finding Time Versus Making Time

This WSJ article about tracking the amount of time for you to do anything is pretty interesting.

If you believe results from the American Time Use Survey, done by the Bureau of Labor Statistics, and other studies, plenty of Americans have faulty impressions of how they spend time in our “too-rushed-to-breathe” world.

We all have the same 168 hours per week — a number few people contemplate even as they talk about “24-7” with abandon — but since time passes whether we acknowledge it or not, we seldom think through exactly how we’re spending our hours.

We also live in a competitive society, and so by lamenting our overwork and sleep deprivation — even if that requires workweek inflation and claiming our worst nights are typical — we show that we are dedicated to our jobs and our families. Being “busy” and “starved for time” is a way to show we matter. Put another way, it makes us feel important.

Jason of StrengthRunner cited it in his post about finding time to run and how most people make excuses about not having enough time when the reality is that we all have the same 24 hours — it’s all about priorities.

Time is a non-renewable resource that must be treated as the most valuable currency available. You can always make more money – but you’ll never “make” more time. Once an afternoon of watching a rerun of that old movie (that you’ve already seen) is gone you can’t get it back.

I propose that we strike the phrase “make time” from our vocabulary and never use it again. Using it gives us a false sense that time can actually be created when it actually can just be used differently. We can find more time by eliminating distractions but we can never make more of it.

I remember before I started adding running to my weekly routine, I always believed I wouldn’t have time for it. But since then, I’ve read numerous articles of runners who seem to have more time (and energy) because they run!  It turns out there are many mothers and fathers out there with demanding full time jobs, a household of pets (multiple cats, dogs) and children (three or four kids or more) and aging parents they care for AND a house and backyard that they tend to (and some even volunteer in their community) while running daily and partaking in races, triathlons and even ironmans!  And while it is true that there are days when I couldn’t fit in a run (because I slept late and didn’t get up in time or just felt downright too tired and lazy), I knew that I had the time for it. All it takes is 20-30 mins but I know I did other things instead (surf the web, watch some tv, veg on the sofa with a bag of chips or a cup of ice cream or read a magazine or stay in the office way later than I should have) so I can’t complain about not having that 30 minutes — it’s just what I chose to prioritize instead.

Running with knee support

So far so good! I have been doing my quad rehabilitation exercises and stretches daily to focus on the vastus medialis muscle of the quads.

This Labor Day weekend, I did a 3-miler outside on the streets (first time running outside since May!) wearing the knee strap and then 4.5 miles on the elliptical on another day also with the knee strap.  I also spent some time walking around the city with the knee brace. No grinding stiffness or pressure on my knees though I did feel a new twinge of pain after 4 miles on the elliptical on the top sides of my knee and not on the patella itself.  I stopped after reaching 4.5 miles to avoid aggravating whatever it was — I don’t need new injuries!

Let’s hope I will be ready for 13.1 in three weeks!

Diagnosis: Patella Femoral Syndrome

On Friday, I went to the physical medicine and rehabilitation doctor, also known as a physiatrist, to get a second opinion, as advised by my primary care physician. What I learned is that my PCP is pretty darn good! After a more involved examination involving twisting and pushing my legs this and that way and making me walk back and forth around the office and walk while crouching, the physiatrist confirmed what my PCP said — that indeed I do have patella femoral syndrome.  He gave me a set of exercises and stretches to do and prescribed that I get a chopat strap for BOTH knees. Apparently my right knee is also exhibiting symptoms of it though I have not felt them yet. Bummer.

The doctor said that if I did the quad exercises and stopped running for a while (probably months or longer), it should go away.  I have another check in with him in a month. If it still is an issue, next steps would be physical therapy.  He said I could run the race if I really wanted to but I would need to do so with knee straps for both knee and that at the first sign of pain, I need to stop running. The race is less than a month away and I stopped training about 3 weeks ago. I want to give it a try and just monitor the situation, I guess. I have a 3h and 45min time limit — maybe I can speed walk the 13.1??
chopatStrapKneeToday, I bought a knee strap from REI. At first I tied it on too tight and my calf started throbbing in pain (cutting off circulation!).  After loosening it and walking around for a while, it seems ok. Though not as tight or “supportive” as the knee brace. I hope to go for a jog or longer walk or get some time on the elliptical with that and see how it feels. I would be sad if it turns out my genes and biomechanics point to the fact that I’m not meant for long distance running. Running has been a great stress reliever and a good way to exercise with minimal equipment. The other thing I like to do is play tennis but that is a high maintenance sport: rent a court, get a partner, and get tennis balls (luckily I have over 30 cans). With this knee, it will be a while before I can handle the quick and speedy back and forth shuffling required in tennis! 🙁

I know this is a very common knee injury, not just for runners but for many athletes and also for older people and people who do work that requires a lot of repetitive movements of the knee but I still feel disappointed about being injured while trying to be healthy and active. Well, I guess I have to focus more on the other other muscles in the hip, quads and core as well since these injuries happen when the body isn’t trained holistically.

Update on the KT tape: They keep falling off after one day! And I got a slight rash from the 3rd one I used. It may be because I haven’t figured out how to apply them properly or something but that was a bit disappointing as I was hoping the KT tape could be the best thing to support my knee during the work days (something that isn’t bulky under my pants and won’t cut off my circulation after 12-14 hours of mostly sitting). I have been wearing the knee brace to work and let’s just say by 2pm, I start to feel a tingling in my leg and by 4pm, I feel my lower leg go numb and soon my toes start to feel weirdly cold and before I leave the office, I have to remove the brace. Not fun.

The cost of knee pain so far: $78. Ah. It could be worse, I guess. Let’s get healthy!

  • $10 – first doc visit
  • $20 – physiatrist visit
  • $18 – knee brace
  • $13 – KT tape
  • $17 – knee strap

Trying out the KT Tape

The race is less than one month away and I really need my knee to work. The brace was good but after wearing it for nearly 13 hours straight on Sunday, the edge of the brace bruised both sides of my calf (maybe it’s just too snug or tight but it’s not adjustable).

Today, I picked up a pack of KT tape at the store for $14.xx. I have been pretty skeptical
KTTapeRunnerKnee of it for the past 2 years since having seen its popularity grow upon the pro athletes (how would TAPE heal my pain?!) but after having a fellow runner attest to their effectiveness for her IT band issues last year during her marathon, and having watched a bunch of athletes (swimmers, volleyball players) sport them during the olympics, I’m willing to give it a try.  I am not sure how to put it on but it comes with instructions and links to videos so I will see how this goes!

It’s more like I’m willing to give anything a try now to fix my knee so I can continue training and make the race! (Next to do list is to call the orthopedic docs to see if I need PT or not.)  Today, I didn’t wear the brace to work and what a mistake! I started favoring the leg by noon, limping and soon I had weird throbbing pain go up the side of my leg, all the way up to the hip, followed by a sharp pain shooting down my shin and by the end of the day, the top of my feet and my ankle started aching. It was as if my entire left leg was going on strike and didn’t want to work without giving me much pain and suffering.  It probably didn’t help that I was in heels so toward the end of the day, after my 4p meeting, I immediately switched over to the flats in the office. Oh the relief! Limping in the heels most likely added even more pressure to my knee.  There were times when I felt like my knee cap was just going to pop out or my leg would just separate.

How often we take good health and painless movement for granted, wasting our breath and energy complaining about everything under the sun until that health or painless existence disappears! Then suddenly, pain is all you experience, coloring every moment of your day. It’s a major distraction, I will tell you that. But my injury results from neglecting the core and hip — I never do exercises for those areas. Weak core, weak hip, and glutes will negatively affect the gait and cause all kinds of damage.

Update: I was going to wait till later in the week to try the tape but the 9pm coffee is
IMAG1606 IMAG1605 keeping me up so what else should I do at midnight? It’s not very easy. After watching several videos for runner’s knee and various different ways of using the KT Tape to get the knee back on track, I picked one and tried….and tried again. My first attempt didn’t give much support so I tried another. Four pieces of tape later…I think I got it. Though I should have stretched the tape a bit more for added support but I’m getting the idea how these tapes work. It’s cotton and it has good flexibility to pull your muscles into place without cutting off circulation the way the brace was. But I’m not sure I’m doing it right though — the brace provides good support and the tapes are providing some but not full. Maybe I gotta try again.

Trying out the Futuro Moderate Support Knee brace

After a hectic week, I finally found some time to shop at the local CVS and bought myself a Futuro Knee Support Brace because the pain has become more regular and annoying.  Recommendation if anyone needs to buy a knee brace: measure your knee size first. I made the mistake of guessing and had to make two trips to get the right brace. The CVS I went to only carried Futuro and it was $18.29 (way more expensive than if I ordered it online, I guess) but I needed it right this moment, after limping around for a few days already.

I hope this does the job as the next set of braces get more expensive and more complicated looking. The doc said to get one with the little hole for patella support so this is it. I should give the specialist a call next week. It has been a long week of medical visits. First my x-ray at the hospital, then my mom’s trip to the hospital for double hernia surgery, and then my dentist appointment, and soon her dentist appointment as well. I already fell behind on a few things at work so will be doing some work this weekend as well.

I just finished sweeping and mopping with the brace on and it felt ok. I didn’t feel pain or the usual tightness and discomfort in the knees when bending the knee so I hope this brace holds the patella in place and trains it to go back to the groove and stop grinding on the bones. Maybe I will give it a spin in the gym before I head to my mom’s to check on her recovery. (Abdominal surgery is always a pain — literally. You can’t do anything without your core: sitting, standing, lying down, getting up, turning, etc. )

Hope to report an improvement in a few weeks. I haven’t been training this week at all — just was tired, sleepy and too busy all week.

How do you know if you have patella femoral or “runner’s knee”

After some vigorous tugging, pulling, twisting, pushing and turning of my left leg and knee, the doctor said I have a knee injury common to runners, known as patella femoral. This is also sometimes referred to as runner’s knee (though he said there are a few other similar things that are sometimes classified as runner’s knees as well).  For me, probably weak quads caused the knee to misalign and track outside of the area where the knee bone should be.   I also got an x-ray done and it came back showing the knee cap is tilted.  Ouch.

It just happens I guess since most runners eventually get it at some point. I guess it was an increase in the running (due to the half-marathon training) and not having done too many frequent long runs in June and July — maybe this was a bit too much for my knee to endure. Or maybe my body isn’t built for running — well, I would like to not think that but it is a fact that some people’s legs and bodies make them more prone to injury if they do certain sports (like running) — think about it: people who are genetically bow legged, or have flat feet or have gaits like a duck’s waddle — it’s very hard on the knees if your feet kick outward or inward when you move.

The doctor recommended that I also see the physical therapist he referred me to for a second opinion and get some feedback about whether I should even run the half.  I hope to walk-run it and complete under the time limit! He suggested some quad exercises for me so I am going to start that. I also looked up some more quad exercises and hip exercises too.  I think one of my major mistakes is doing the standing quad stretch incorrectly. I would pull my leg out to the side, or pull it all the way back pushing my hips backwards instead of forward when increasing the stretch. Duh, stupid! (and now, painful!) He also suggested that I get a knee brace with the little cutout for the knee bone — something else to look into as there are so many knee braces out there!

How do you know if you may have patella femoral? Well, I’m not a doctor but here’s what I felt — you be your own judge. Best thing to do? Always go see a doctor when you feel pain in your joints. You never know what is out of place! These are vague but this is what I reported to the doctor:

  • Tightness in the knee and around the knee, especially when standing, walking, running.
  • Pressure on the top of the knee when bending the knee, almost as if there is something hard in there, pushing down on your knee bone.
  • Strange, uncomfortable “grinding” feeling when you walk, bend your knees,  or sit.
  • Discomfort lying down, as if your knee bone will fall through your knee; feeling as if your knee is hyperextended (i sleep with a pillow under that knee to keep it elevated).
  • Some numbness and pain when walking, standing, sitting, lying down

And Jason of StrengthRunner has some great tips on how to prevent injuries.  I will definitely have to start cross-training to avoid repetitive and cumulative stress on the joints — there’s something to the theory of muscle confusion, after all!

So anyway,  time to go stretch and do my little quad exercises in hopes that this pain will all go away in 5 weeks!!

Should I get a Roomba?

For the floor and surfaces, I have a weekly cleaning schedule where I dust, sweep, swiffer, mop and vacuum in an attempt to keep the home as allergen free as possible. That said, there are some weeks that get skipped (laziness, too tired from work, insert an excuse from my endless list of excuses here) though I don’t think I’ve gone as far as more than three weeks without adhering to my cleaning process because the dust and specs on the floor would bother me too much.

But despite my best efforts, the floor doesn’t stay clean very long. I can almost find a dust bunny right after I just did the whole cleaning routine (or a day after). Where do they come from! Some of the floorboards have gaps and cracks and that doesn’t help as dust falls into them and then gets kicked up later on.

I have been wondering about the Roomba for a few years now but just couldn’t justify spending that kind of money on a small little cleaning device that may be too loud for the neighbors downstairs!  (I don’t want them pounding on the door to complain while I’m not home.)  Plus I don’t know if I trust having the robot on while I’m not home. Would it actually turn off or turn on? Would it rip up or trip on any wires on the floor (I have a lot of wires all over the floor for the fan, the printer, etc).

I was looking at the Roomba 780 and then reading this post about the Roomba and it sounds enticing. But is it worth the money? That’s A LOT of money to spend on a tiny vacuum.  Is this just going to sit in the closet after a few tries? My biggest worry is the noise.  I’ve heard that some models are pretty loud and we’ve got thin walls and floors here (as I hear the kids upstairs running around the apt day and night- BUMP THUMP BUMP THUMP).  The second worry is does it actually clean well and is it going to require a lot of maintenance. I would be annoyed if it jams often or breaks after a few uses!

 

Covering my miles on the Precor AMT100i

With a race coming up and knee pain, I had to find alternatives to training.  I didn’t want to do anything that would hurt my knee more or get myself to the point where I end up with chronic pain or do damage that may give me arthritis in the knees when I get older.

So I scheduled an appointment with my primary care doc and I’m hoping he will tell me good news like “just ice it, wear a knee brace, cut back on the mileage or do some of these other exercises to strengthen your core and quads and you will be good to go.” I don’t want to hear anything along the lines of injections, pills or surgery….or infinite rest!

I don’t know how this knee pain happened. The only switch I did was go from pavement to treadmill. I have been running on the streets since 2009 all the way till this winter, when I switched to the treadmill and haven’t really hit the streets much. I usually set the treadmill for a slight incline to mimic street conditions but I thought treadmill running was suppose to be better for the knees! Maybe it is something out of sync with my hip and knee and ankle alignment, which can cause a whole host of issues.  Often, experts say that weak muscles in other parts of the leg can cause knee pain too (not giving the knee the right support, etc).  Time to cross-train!

So while I wait for the doctor’s appointment to arrive, I’ve switched to trying alternatives for cardio. Stationary biking was waaaaay too boring (5-minutes felt like an eternity).  I tried the rollerblading machine for about 25 minutes and that was ok except my knees still felt kinda sore. From past experience, the act of rollerblading (or ice skating) does put pressure on the knees so I stopped using that (though great for the glutes).  Then I tried this Precor AMT100i machine today and it was good. I was able to “jog” 5k in slightly better time with less strain on the knee and it was still a brutal workout. (I have to figure out how to belly breathe because this shallow chest breathing I’m doing is horrible for my body and doesn’t get enough oxygen into my lungs — I’m constantly gasping.)   The knee still feels tight and there are some twinges of pain but much better than pounding the treadmill.  I think I will give this another go until the doctor gives me some advice.

Runner’s knee, aka “chondromalacia”….

I can’t even pronounce this word, chondromalacia, but based on the symptoms I’ve been feeling for months now, I have a bad feeling that’s what I have.  It is otherwise known as “runner’s knee” and one of the most common injuries experience by young adult runners, and especially female runners.

For the past months, I’ve felt this tightness and pressure on my left knee, around the knee cap area but couldn’t figure out what it is. I feel it when I’m walking, when I’m standing, and even when I’m lying down. I probably should have stopped running when I first felt it but I didn’t. I kept pushing on. Ironically, my knee feels ok for the first 1.5-2 miles that I run. Then somewhere before mile 3 is when I start to feel that twinge of pain and discomfort and that feeling of something hard grinding up on another hard thing (possibly patella grinding on bone because the cartilage has worn away due to the patella being misaligned).

Anyway, this morning, I did a 5000meter but had to slow to a walk about 2.5 miles into it because the grinding felt very “loud” in my body. You can’t hear it but I felt it more so than any other time. It wasn’t good. I thought something was going to pop out of my leg. That was what prompted me to do the research. Granted, I’ve self-diagnosed this to avoid going to the doctor and there is a slim chance maybe it is nothing at all but given the constant tightness and pressure and discomfort I’ve been feeling, this seems like the closest bet when given the wide range of knee injuries one can get.

I’m icing now and will be daily, in case there is some internal swelling.  I guess I am suppose to work on different exercises and maybe get some knee wraps and not run for 6-8 weeks or however long it takes for this to correct itself. (Rest was the #1 action recommended on a bunch of running sites.)  That’s disappointing because I’ve grown to like running (it is a nice, minimal sport that pushes me to my limits, takes my mind off everything and lets me meditate and focus on the moment..or on the agony of running heh) and also because I have a destination race next month.  All tickets and hotels have been booked — what now??  I guess I will crosstrain, rest the knee and hope to be able to cover 6 miles running and walk the rest and still come under the time limit without further injuring myself or getting a “DNF”?  That’s the hope. (Though I was really hoping to not get injured at all!) I can’t very well not run it because I’ve been looking forward to this race!  Good thing I didn’t sign up for any other races yet — and trust me, there are a handful I definitely want to do from Oct through January!

Online courses from top colleges

So over the past year, I have read articles about various start-ups offering college-level courses from top colleges like MIT, Princeton, Standford, etc. I’ve looked at Udacity and Khan’s Academy and then I came across this article in Fast Company about a new service, Coursera. Recently, I had been thinking of taking classes after work, maybe a foreign language course or a programming course or literature course — just wanted something that would challenge me differently from the day to day job duties.

But actually enrolling in a class and having to physically go there after work or on the weekend just seemed terribly difficult to me: taking the time off to go get my ID, or attend the open house, or register and pay in person if they are picky about that, and then there is the issue of making sure I leave work on time to make it to class and doing the homework and studying for the tests.  And the cost of these classes! (I’m sure my firm will not pay for literature or language or most tech classes since my job isn’t really in those areas.) Well, maybe these are all excuses I’m making to avoid taking a class for real, even though I keep saying that’s what I want to do.

In the end, I decided that I should at least sign up for one of these free online courses and see if I can stick to that. I’m going to give coursera a shot and will write more about it in the future!